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Just want to say good morning to you all I want to let you know it’s a new day you can try again don’t give in or give up I know how easy it is to do that but it want change anything and I know there’s a lot of folks out here that don’t understand or even care but so be it you have the choice to heal and be better don’t let those people take nothing more from you ,please don’t settle keep searching for that doctor that cares, keep looking for that therapist who has a heart and find that right person to be your friend who does like you no matter what it’s all out here I promise but as I’ve said it takes your strength and your trying but you can have all that. In my life I mean early in my life I suffered a lot of pain ,anger,and disappointments, then at 14 that’s when the door to depression opened by the time I was 30 I tried suicide 3 or 4 times I became an addict of alcohol and pain pills mixed with depression meds they don’t mix but anyway that went on for a few more years I accepted I was addicted, so I dealt with that then that’s when I was struggling with manic depression, ptsd, anyway I had to accept I had some mental disorders to work on so I’m now 42 and I’m 6 yrs clean and I’m maintaining my mental health and yes for me it consists of meds, and therapy for addiction and ptsd I have been through hell and back just to be where I am now but I made the hard promise to me and my kids I do not want to be drunk again ,I do not want to commit suicide because of my kids ,I want to be happy life is short, my mom died of a heart attack at 62 and I can’t really remember her ever happy or smiling so you got to find your personal reason why you want to be better and believe me I cried my share of tears, I have angered and raged to the extreme, I have abused myself and other people so I do know how real this struggle is y’all so just try to be strong have hope in your heart

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